Maybe it was always supposed to be me and you, perhaps we were too afraid to look see then

I wish someone had all the answers to my questions. What will i become? Who will I meet? Where will I live? Will i change much? I wish someone could answer me, to put my wandering mind at rest. It’s been pretty crazy weekend, going through one of the greatest teasers in my entire life.

I wish someone had all the answers to my questions.

What will i become?

Who will I meet?

Where will I live?

Will i change much?

I wish someone could answer me, to put my wandering mind at rest.

It’s been pretty crazy weekend, going through one of the greatest teasers in my entire life.

I’m tired and I’ve felt it for a while now
In this sea of lonely
The Used

Look to you

” Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you “

I don’t think many people see me as a spiritual guy

I don’t think i’m probably not the most spiritual guy you’ve ever met,

But I believe having a faith is an important armour. 

As I continue to learn more about myself each day and the love that has befallen upon me,  I shall look upon his face for strength and guidance.

Before he distributes his duties for us to carry, be it a relationship, a partner, a new job - are we ready? are we armoured with the right things to carry the weight?

I don’t really know if anyone really reads this anymore but i guess if you like it it’s like getting into my head. 

 

The kingdom of the heavens
Is now advancing
Invade my heart
Invade this broken town

The kingdom of the heavens
Is buried treasure
Would you sell yourself
To buy the one you've found

Two things you told me
That you are strong
And you love me
Yes, you love me

This is a strange phase in my life as i hit unfamiliar territory. 
I would say i've been so comfortable all 21 years of my life. 
22's different.
I don't know what's real and what's not anymore
 

Why me? Why now? If not then when and who?

as my head fills with doubt,

i am humbled by your grace and power

i am incomplete without you

forgive me of my sins,

my doubts,

my failings,

Remind me, build me up, make me a strong tower, a fortress, a light among the darkness.

Take me, for I am yours. The world is big and vast and much has to be done. 

I am your solider. 

Let me wait no more. Amen.

you’ll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time
Jimmy Eat World

One day we’ll all run away into the distant fields and never look back

Praise or Put down

I’ve always detested at how many Asian parents put their kids down for the slightest of things. I was brought up in an environment where I was seldom praised for my achievements but definitely put down for the slightest mistakes.

22 years later, I recently overheard my mom talking about how it is wrong to praise your child as she believes that this would cause him to become arrogant over time.

I disagree mom.

What’s wrong with telling your child that he/she is awesome? If you went through all the pains of labour just to give birth to someone whom you’re gonna put down for mistakes, you might as well have used contraceptive in the first place.

Praise your children. Be proud of their achievements. Tell them that their special in your eyes. Remind them every day that you love them. Don’t be afraid to embrace them and kiss them.

After all they are your blood and flesh, if you won’t tell them they’re awesome, who will?

it’s like one thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar.

I hope you’re happy now